I find it so interesting how your brain allows you to process things. The key word here is allows (you don’t really have a choice). I keep going through these circles in my mind. I keep trying to process the fact that Ryane is gone, but it’s like I relapse into ignorance over and over again.… Continue reading The Brain’s Self-defense.
The terrible twos, the fanatic fours, and the many other terms of endearment that parents across the world have come to coin the various facets of raising children. It is an amazing, terrifying, exhausting, and beautiful struggle, absent of any handbook, courtesy of trial and error. Because of this, we are bound to measure our… Continue reading The Spotter: a life lesson off the court.
No, this can’t possibly be what you are calling me to do…I mean God, are you sure? Maybe I am misunderstanding, this can’t be right. I need to pray on this more. I was sure that I was completely off the mark on this one. I found myself going onto the website, researching information, then… Continue reading Being Obedient to God’s Call, Even When it’s Beyond Your Understanding
When I scroll through my newsfeed I become inundated with exhaustion. I consider myself more of a red-letter Christian, focused on reflecting who Jesus has called me to be, studying His truth, building my relationship with Him and trying to forget everything that religion has fed me. I am friends with many believers, yet I am confused…where did… Continue reading Christianity…Lost in Translation?
Hey everyone! It’s been awhile. AND a lot has happened! I will try to quickly fill you all in. I finished my Fall semester with decent grades, not my best, but definitely not my worst. I am very optimistic about this semester. I started off break getting all four wisdom teeth removed. That was two weeks… Continue reading More Room for Wisdom
Purdue makes it easy. Easy to keep going. To move on. To not think about it. She was never here. Visited twice in my 2.5 years here. She wasn’t a part of my life. Other than the random phone calls about getting my clothes from her or trying to get her here. I made these… Continue reading happily ever… After?
Another thought that keeps coming to my head is the fact that God could see this in my future. I can imagine Him hurting for me, and the rest of my family. What we would have to suffer when it finally came time. Him hoping that at some point the future would change. That Ryane would… Continue reading The Unseen Path